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Done reading another book. It’s kaput! No, not the story but the truth that it can happen/is happening in the real world. Ugh, life is awful most of the time.

Alright then, I should stop reading. It affects my mood.

Some things are said here that are not said on the other social accounts I have or vice versa. Because you know what sucks in this world wide web we have? People will always judge you, whether you’re good or bad or just nuetral. I hope those people who’ll get to read this will understand what I’m saying here. But either way, we can’t please everybody.

I had to blog about a man I met 1 year ago. He was fine, hard (is this even appropriate haha) and all but really not my type (you know, we all have this ideal man in our mind). I was not attracted by his charisma, obviously. . I knew him at school, his name and his games but just merely that way. I never dared to know him better because I hated him. He was getting into my nerves. Well, he knows the reason why he had that effect on me. So, yea. We first talked, tweeted (I prefer), because he sort of replied to Anne Curtis’ tweet. He was like, “I’ll marry you blabla” that caught my attention. I was a big fan of hers too, that’s why. The next thing I knew, we were banat-ing online and my friends noticed about it. Then he started texting me, which I didn’t like so it always took me couple of hours to reply (kinda mean, i know haha). But then, this guy has his ways, I admit. He texted me everyday and everynight which I kinda like (ha). So after weeks, he got my eyes at him and I realized how fine, hard (right) and all he was. I never expected me feeling that way but yea, he got me head over heels for him. Ironic, aye? We’re complete opposite. He’s tall, I’m kinda short (no time for arguing about my height, skank). He’s outspoken which I am not. And a lot of things. But I love him the way he is! But he can make me mad and laugh at the same time, which I hate. He’s not the type of guy who’ll tell you sweet things after a fight, instead he’ll piss you off! Gaddamit! He’s like “drama queen ka. may papopost ka pa sa tumblr! hahaha” I’m mad because it’s true and I laugh because.. it’s true. Fxck that guy for me, please! Oh no, scratch that, you can’t fxck him because he’s mine ;))

To end this quite long story short, I’ve been with him through his best and worst now (I know the worst part won’t stop there). It’s not happy all the time because that seem to be kinda boring. We fight a lot. He makes me mad a lot. But, the feeling won’t change. And right now, all I can say is that I miss him so much. Wanna hug and kiss him, hard (rated spg). Need to see him real soon!